I've just got discharged from hospital an hour ago, I had my second over dose, this time I was very ill. I now have minor liver damage, I have been on 2
drips/fluids for the past few days, I over dosed on the Saturday morning at 10am and I have been in hospital from 11am until 5pm Today (Monday). I am so so
sorry for worrying everyone. This time I wanted to die.
I am yet again signed off for another two weeks from work, I am being assessed on Wednesday for the third time by Mental Health Crisis Team, I was assessed this morning and I have a lot of working to get myself better.
My boyfriend broke up with my via text message which topped me off, so therefore.. I let go of everything. I felt so alone.
I have never been so ill.
I was made to be sick, throwing up all of the drugs, I have never known how rough being sick can be and how painful it can be, my throat feels like it is burnt.
I am still not very well but I will be ok soon I am sure.. I am suffering severe depression :-(
Please pray for me to get out of this.. Next time I may succeed.